It's a Roller Coaster

Tomorrow I get my 19th chemo treatment. Will you pray for me? The time leading up to the infusion and the infusion itself are some of the toughest times for me, physically and emotionally. I'm so thankful this treatment is working but it's really hard to face it every week. It takes over my body and controls what sounds good to eat, what smells I can tolerate, how much energy I have, even how my body looks. I want to say these are easy trade-offs, but they're not. It takes all of my willpower and faith to show up week after week.

Today in Bible study, the teacher shared a quote from Tim Keller: "God will either give us what we ask for in prayer or give us what we would have asked for if we knew everything He knows." I truly believe this is what I would ask for if I knew everything God knows but that doesn't make it easy. "Lord, I believe. Help my unbelief!" Will you join me in this prayer? Your support is so encouraging and empowering to me! Thank you!